Hey guys,
Uhm, I think I'm movin to tumblr but still can tag here :)
I think I'll manage both blogs.but tumblr more updated.
But tumblr easier somehow.
So tada ! www.th-loveofyourlife.tumblr.com

Yay! Giant domokun !

Haiyo!!

Haha! Mehmeh looks like a haggard :)

Went eating and bowling with yang ping and yunyan today!
Wow I owned them 2/3 matches :)
Haha, now I know, I don't suck at bowling (Y)

At the mrt at raffles place , while waiting for yunyan , 
Me and mehmeh sat on a bench , 
I was reading my book and mehmeh playing her iPhone. 
Thn when we left, I was thinking : where is my book?
Thn I said anxiously, ' yang, where's my book ??!!' 
Thn mehmeh was like faster run back 
Than I realised i kept it in my bag already .HAHAHAHA! 
Couldn't stop laughing  , should have saw her reaction !

In the mrt to cityhall. 
Yang: do you think *** still a virgin? 
Yunyan: duh! She's underaged , why would she dare to do it ? 
Yang: coz she's daring ? 
Yunyan: whatever you name it, I've done it.
Yang: did you have sex?
Yunyan: NO!
Yang: are you a virgin ?
Yunyan: NO!!!!!
Hahahahahhahahahahahah! 
After tht thn she realized she answer wrongly. 
Hilarious siah! XD

Yay, go Kbox next time :)
See ya ! 

My tumblr blog : www.th-loveofyourlife.tumblr.com
Inside nth much , but I still love it :)



I love Zac Efron. ><

Watched Charlie st cloud . It rocked. 
Very meaningful. God gave him a second chance to live. 
I totally want a big brother like him
And lover too . 
This show tells us to take a chance, to live . Fulfilling it. 
And that we've gotta let go of certain things. 
Oh gosh my heart's aching again. ;(
Very touching. 
I like the way zac keeps looking at the sky . 
It really makes me feel that the sky , where god is , gives me hope. 
It gives everyone hope. I love it. 
I love you. I really do. 

I wanna embrace God , for he loves us.
And I love God too. 
Sometimes I wish I could be in heaven. 
Being carefree and happy. 
But I know its impossible. So I'll just appreciate everything I have now. 
And love everything I have now :) 
Thank God. 

Yang ping(mehmeh) and Meee :)

Ahhh ! Cute max ! I sooo wanna bring him/her home !

Ahhh Korean horror movie! Scary like OMG. 


Went out to vivo and sentosa with mehmeh and some weird guys. 
Here's something . 
Ryan: eh 我们去pet shop 看狗
Mehmeh: 你自己已经是狗了，去那边看做么。 
Ryan:-.- ( never deny )
Hahaha, like omg cannnn! 

Aiyo watched a Korean horror show :S called Bestseller. 
Shows a woman a bit mentally wrong one. 
Her daughter died two years ago but she lied to herself, 
Like as though her daughter is alive. Thn like that lo, 
Than go to a house , happen alot of things. 
Murder . Damn violent. 
Alot of blood, and alot alot of things. Complicated. 
Must watch yourself. 
It's a mystical scary movie. In the end she become back to normal and contented. 
Overall , it's a good movie to catch :)
Scare the hell outta me . :S
Omg nowadays so many things scare me :/
Went home tired... Feet sore... 

So summary again, 
Next week: 
Playing at beach , orchard, bugis, kids amaze, pool, 
bowling , swimming and maybe far east plaza.

I've decided to stop lying to myself.
I must face reality. 
Goodbye to dreaming ;( . 
Coz maybe we were just a dream. 
Now I'm back , Awake. 
It really sucks , but hey, 
We're all young , hope time waits for us. 
I won't wish tht time could rewind, 
If not those memories might have been different.
But I hope that everything would get better. Not worse. 
I guess, I'm one-sided again. 
I guess, ive really lost you... Do you want me to let go of you?
Bye ;(  heart rot. 

It's your time to move , it's also my time too move.
We're done but it's not over, we'll start it again
After the end of the day, it keeps getting better
Don't be afraid we'll do it together. (Y)

:) helix piercing soon with renaaaa er xin rui :)

Went to cx house yesterday to watch forbidden kingdom , again. 
Together at cx house with Geokhong, weien, lihui, sihan and annchee :) 
Weien so nice to bully. 


Bought stickies from central, went shopping at bugis, beach at sentosa
With geokhonggg. 
Yeah,  Dunno why my leg contrast much. 





At toys r us than we dress up , 
Halloweeeeeeen! 
Omg got a ugly guy scare the hell outta me :S 
Look forward to more outings :) 
Going out with primary school friends on Monday !
Woah very long time never hang out le. 
Gonna roam around Singapore until late late than reach home ;) 
Next Saturday maybe out with Diana , 
Omg I'm gonna spend alot :$
Next week gonna play pool, bowling and kids amaze. Woohoo. 
Plus more shopping :D excited. 

Oh gosh I almost forgot... 
Chinese dance gonna resume. Intensive practices! For next year's SYF. 
Well exams are over, not everything gets better . 

Hmph, which Boyf is cruel enough to abandon his girlf 
On a date he already promised , 
To go out with another girl? 
I bet tht guy doesn't feel guilty at all . 
How effing can that be . 
Oh well, what the hell can I do? 
Pull off his dick :@? No way. Eeew. 

I hate the way you lie . 
Dunno how to trust you already. 

Alrighty, I'll just wait and see :)
Meanwhile, it's been a few months since I hanged out with girlfs , 
So time to hang out ;)

It's a pity I have the time to hang out with him but he doesn't even wanna talk to me yeah? 
So I'll just accept the fact that, I'm a sucker for love. 
My love life is tragic. I'm the one who always loses. Gotta get used to it... 
So thanks girls, for being by my side during these suckish days. 
Love you all. Alot , all of you are my saviors . Thanks :)

See ya soon :)

Although quite unglam, I still like it , my hair looks blonde ^^

Nothing can be compared to the love of your bestfriends... ;)
Awwww . 

Although I know I've sorta lost you , life still goes on right :)? 
If you can find happiness which does not include me, 
I have no choice but to do the same . 
At least good memories were created. 

Going out tmr  , and wish me luck for maths paper 2 . 

Haiz . Where oh where did our love go to. 
Oh where oh where oh where ...
Breaking promises has already been part of this stupid society. 
Unfaithfulness has taken it's toll. 

Well, I'm happy to say
No matter what he does, I'll still love him .
Sounds so one-sided can...

Actually 10 is an unlucky number .
Hear from the fengshui people. O.O
So if 10/10/10 , it should be unlucky day .
Must get ready in case something happens !

I can feel your heartbeat, running through me .
Dangsineul saranghae.
Bo go shipta...

Oh dear! Taemin looks so damn cute in 'hello' OMG.
It's been a while since I've idolized someone .
So go go go Taemin!

I think something flew pass , and i looked down than just nice snapped the picture. 
Cool huh. 

I've been thinking through. 
Thinking hard and using my brain juices. 
I should be a happy girl. 
I'm so lucky. Lucky that I'm still young .
Lucky that I have a happy family. 
Lucky that I have friends around me. 
Lucky that Singapore is not a dangerous country to be in . 
Lucky that I have good food to eat every single day. 
Lucky to have water and electricity. 

And lucky that I have God . 
The one who let me , 
Live laugh and Love. 

Maybe I should be contented with life. 
I shouldnt get sad over some little thing that he does. 
Because selfishness is what inspires love :)
So , I've decided to only love . Not to hate . 
And not to be so small air . 
I should forgive and forget. Maybe not entirely forget . But forgive. 

I should look at people in their best light
Not in their worse. 
So! Let's all be happy together!
I believe in self motivation
since nobody is better than consoling me other than myself ._.

Let's live life fully and happily. 
Because! Life is too short to be sad . 
our youth will run out one day. 
And we'll be aunties and uncles and eventually ah ma's and ah pei's. 
So before we start gettin old
We should be more active. 
So yay. Let's be forever young . 
Cherish the time before it's all gone.

Remember to study hard too. 
Cannot play all the time. 
So I shall cherish my loved ones and not hold any more grudges . Unless got valid valid valid reason. 
Yeepees. So baby, don't let me go Kay? 
Muacks. 

Hahahahaha, I tell you , dad gonna sign up for cable tv than gonna have 30% discount in all our phones de subscription ! 
That means we can change to more expensive phones . and every year can change! 
Heeheeheehee. So I must do well in eoy ! 
Than everything is MINE! I tell you , MINE! 

P/S: I love God. He always embraces me with warmth and confidence :) 
Think about it
Be about it, don't be afraid to speak about it
Don't cry about it, even though they lie about it
Set a fire , inspire don't turn it up to cheat about it

Can't change the world overnight
But we can start by saving a life
One at a time
So let's make history
And help out those in need
One at a time
We can change a life.

Looks plain right ? But it's the best place to chill . ( for me )
Memories we shared were extraordinary. 
But maybe to him , it's just a normal day out. 
But still , I cherish it. Haiz 

Nightmare has begun !
Firstly due to one whole stretch of exams. ;(
Secondly due to nostalgia. 
Mathsmathsmathsmathsmathsmaths!

I hate how much I love him. 
I really hate it. Sighs. 
It's like I'm glass. I'm so transparent. 
God, make me opaque!

It's hard to let someone go, 
But it's harder to hold on to someone who doesn't feel the same .
Agree? 

I've tried. I've tried my best to turn it all around. 
But my efforts gone down the drain . 
I realize that girls put in alot of their heart and soul into a relationship . 
Not only me, millions of girls . 
But I dunno about guys. :S

He's changed. I've changed. 
Everybody's changed . 
How I wish everything would get better and better . 

You want freedom ? 
I'll let you have it.
Just don't forget me. 

If friendship is really more important than relationship, 
Why don't everybody be friends. 
Than everybody is important. 
Now I think again , 
Friendship vs relationship. 
Everybody started off as friends wad
Than if get into a relationship
Would mean dropping by one rank. 
Stupid right. 
So the friendship or relationship thingy= Bullshit. 

Good luck everybody. 

Dreamt that I was running away from something . 
Dunno what thing but I was running with another girl. 
Never met her before. Mysterious right . Never see her face clearly
Felt like James bond that kind. Than run across the highway ... 
And then we saw a basement , on top write 42km. Thn went in. 
It was a carpark . I nvr been there before . The highway also nvr. 
Saw a group of gangsta dancers , somewhat like from step up 3 those kind. 
Thn walked another direction
To a toilet which had many ppl. 
That part was damn weird . Gt alot of 2c students . 
Shall not say the names out . But got about 6 to 8 people. They going swimming O.O
Still continuing the dream, I went home angry and jealous that I can't join them. 
Than talked on an Xperia x10 (phone) and I remember holding it . So nice !
I want that phone! Sadly it was just a dream. 
than alarm clock ring than wake up Liao -.-
Cool right . I love long adventurous dreams . 

Today got back maths test results . Happy happy.
I'm sooo gonna boast. I got 22/25
Baoxin got full marks even better ah . 

Happy 2nd month in advance

Hmms screw you . 
So immature . Always go back on your words. Eff you lah. HMPH. 
Said things about people in the end you are the one doing the same thing .
Maybe even worse . I effing hate that .
Can you stop it ? Like please ?

Karma. Like what miss gan said.
You do good things and good things will happen to you.
You do bad things and bad things will happen to you .
Moral of the story, if you wan good things to happen to you,
Treat people better and do good things to make people happy .

Lucky got friends around me. To make me LOL.
If not I'd die of boredom and heartache man!

Yummy, 
I'm so gonna buy more sticky sweets/rock candy ;) 
Can personalize leh. 
So after exam gonna go 
Central buy one whole jar . Willing to spend the money . 

Exams exams. 
Scary exams. 
Hmmm, hope can improve in 
Eng , maths , science ,Chinese , lit, hist,
Dnt and art, practically all ._.
But especially maths ! 
But really hope it will end fast
Than we'll be able to relax and hang out after that . 

Craving for sweet stuff now. 
Geegee , sweet tooth season. 

I wanna go camp . 
Especially orientation camps. 
So fun, ah!! Excited . Which councillor isn't :) 
And dance camp. Wooo. 
Campcampcamp rock. 
Demi rocks too, so random. 

Love ya!     

So cute , I love cats . 

Today mom came to school 
Talk to mrs gan. 
Coz of a simple reason , failing maths.
But you guys may think it's mrs gan call her de
But actually it's the other way round . 
My mom (currypuff head) wanted 
To know why I failed maths. 
But surprisingly mrs gan never say
Bad things about me leh. Shocked :O
And even helped me speak up . Wow. 
Now I know that mrs gan is not a monster. 
Actually quite loving . Hehe. 

Anyway, assb performed .
Lower sec still can lah. Not that ugly
Thn I think my *** color on stage very obvious ?? Wth O.O
But can dance can le la . 
I looked evil with the eyeliner . 
Eeek Thn upper sec de performance sucked
The ppl start Thn restart the  music
How expect us to go back into curtains?
Feel like slappin their faces . 
Thn very messy . Boo
Lucky it's not lower sec . Phew !

Alright. Studying hard for maths rest tmr! 
And Chinese exam on Friday . 
Best of luck to me :)

Cute right , hope can get A for maths too !
Oops I think I was too emo the past few days :/
Now watching F1 night race , just realized felippe massa is short 
And those drivers are not very handsome :X 
Only Lewis Hamilton I guess. 

How I wish I was still a little girl 
So naive and unaware about the outside world. 
So carefree and enjoying childhood. 
Without so much complications 
And begging my mom to buy toys for me, blowing bubbles in parks. 
Riding bicycles with four wheels .  
Awwww

OH YA. Must work hard le , 
Gambateh! Hope I spell correctly. 

Wonder what would life be without people whom I care about.
I guess the people whom I care about doesnt return it. 
It's just so ... Nostalgic . 
In case you dunno the meaning of that
It means, a yearning for happiness from the past . 
Well , I'm happy to say,
I was there for friends who needed support and lent them a shoulder to cry on. 
But for me , I don't know how to take care of myself. 
I tell nobody about how I feel. Except for my diary . 
I just realized what a lonely person I am. 
I think one day I might die because of suicide. 

I know of people who just talks
But does nothing at all. 
I know of people who give things up so easily , without trying hard. 
So irritating . 

Exams round the corner , work hard . 
I can't focus. 
I'm eating lesser day by day , 
No appetite I guess . 
It feels like, your heart is so heavy
Until it reaches the stomach 
And feels like vomitting. 
That's how I feel when I eat . 
So yeah sad huh . 

Ciaociao

Had meeting today . Saw baoxin ;)
Discussed bout sec 1 orientation camp. 
Woo , I love camps. Sian I'm food i/c -.-
Haha , talkin with them so damn funny, HILARIOUS! 
At least got cheer up solution . Not so gloomy and boring . 

Well , I've compiled some lyrics from various songs . 
They're awesome . They made me tear!

Well it's good to hear your voice 
I hope you're doing fine
And if you ever wonder 
I'm lonely here tonight 
Lost there in this moment 
And times keep slipping by
And if I could have just one wish 
I'd have you by my side
Oooh oh I miss you. 

Some days I feel broke inside
But I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide
Cause it's you I miss
You know it's hard to say goodbye 
When it comes to this . 

Your mind is somewhere far away
And I don't know how to get there 
You make me wanna pull my hair out
Like you dont even care. 
You , me , we're face to face 
But we don't see eye to eye

Like fire and rain
You can drive me insane
But I can't stay mad at you for anything . 
We're Venus and mars 
We're different stars 
You're the harmony to every song I sing 
And I wouldn't change a thing. 

And though you break my heart
You're still the only one
And though there are times 
When I hate you cause I can't erase
The times that you hurt me 
And put tears on my face
And even now , while I hate you
It pains me to say
I know I'll be there at the end of the day. 

I love you more than I did before 
And if today I dont see your face 
Nothings changed , no one can take your place . 
It gets harder everyday 
Say you love me more than you did before 
And I'm sorry it's this way . 
If you asked me . I will stay . 

Well I try to live without you
The tears fall from my eyes
I'm lost and I feel empty
God im torn apart inside
I look up at the stars
Hoping you're doing the same 
Somehow I feel closer . 

I don't wanna be without you babe
I don't wanna broken heart
Don't wanna take a breath without you babe
I don't wanna play that part
I don't wanna play the broken hearted girl
No broken hearted girl . 

Tada! 
Thank you. I'm gonna be happier now. 
I'll learn to love myself more , 
And stop hurting my amazing life. 
Before it's all over . 
I'll laugh like nobodys business . 
I'll do crazy things that make me happy. 
I'll be the happiest girl on the universe! 
Oh Lord, I love you. Amen. 

Memories... From sec 1 to sec 2 .
Aww, thinking back , I guess I'm more matured now
More complicated things this year... Such as <3

Anyw, lazy post . No mood lah .
But I will still try to look aft my bloggie.
Love the memories.
Hope more pleasant things would happen .
So that happiness would not be just a memory .

I love beyonce, miley Cyrus, nick Jonas , Demi lovato and Christina aguilera .
Nick Jonas is cute .
Tell ya why I love them next time . Bye !

Not good. Everything's screwed up, maybe not everything , most things . 
Just as life's meant to be, it's always unfair . Nothing is ever fair . Nothing. 
All fucked up and cocked up. Nothing ever goes right . 
What and where is happiness ?
Tells us that we must cherish it before it's gone for good. Suckers . 

But may God me with me . As I'm feeling down , I shall turn to you , god . I pray that everything will be where it should be , for all the corrupted ppl to be eliminated from my life , and protection from any sort of harm and people to treat me better . Thank you . Amen. 

People come and go right , wonder when corrupted ppl can be gone for good !
 And more kind hearted and friendly ppl would come :) 
Heal me . It just hurts so bad . Like as though I could commit suicide anytime . But I will not ! I will pull through and stay as strong as I can be . Keeping the faith with god . 
Cry me a river ............

Reading reading reading . 
Studying studying studying . 
Sleeping sleeping sleeping . 
Wow . Such a peaceful life . I love reading . Heehee. Dave pelzer book. 
Muacks , so inspirational. Making me feel how lucky I am to be where I am. 
Although he didn't have any girlfriends whatsoever , but it still make me feel better ;) 

Mrs gan didn't come today , yay, totally . Junhao sat at Patrick's place . 
So funny . Darren and Junhao both disturb Weixuan than she don't wanna talk to them le. 
Than they like so scared of her . Haha . Served them right . Junhao has been very hong this few days ah , lol . 
Went home early today and didn't know shahirah looking for me to go jp with her . Oops . 

Anyw , first time posting angry post . 
Hmph! Just burn to death , parasite. 

Wish cx all the best with her problems . Sends chills down my spine too :S

P/S: Don't mean to offend anybody . As long as you're not guilty ;)

Regained my passion for dancing a few days ago heehee .
It's just a whole new world to be in .
Wow. Contemporary , hip hop , street jazz . Awesome.
I wanna learn all of em . Now in CD learn modern dance .

Today , dreading to come back to school ... Miss waking up late D:
Changed timetable .no more p4p ! BOOOOOOO!
Ah! No life le... Anyw, kinda had fun in school . Despite the lack of sleep,
Bought sticky sweets afterschool :) yummy .
But eat long already , gums would start to swell. Ouch.
After Malay, watched ppl eat , coz they got sjab, thn just wait lo,
After they need to go , went to jp with Junhao and fazly,
Since Junhao's nic and my so many ppl go sjab . Only left us , the lonely ppl.
Went to Mac checkin out iPod and iPhone stuff .
Haha Junhao wanted to take bus co he lazy climb bridge . But still took mrt , yay!
Reached home and slacked all the way til now !

Haiz , everybody . Please don't so small air and moodless le leh , just Cheer up ! Omg ! Seeing ppl unhappy , I also become unhappy leh , seriously...
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hehe

Letters.

Well, writing a letter is a relatively easy way to express yourself to another person

Rather than our modern technologies such as mobile phones/msn/email.

Because, this holds more sincerity. And you can decorate however you want it to be.

Like drawing ugly pictures on it & writing with ugly handwriting . :D

I’ve found joy in these little things. Heehee.

Hmms, went out with froggie on wed,

Intended to go to alkaff bridge, but got lost.

So didn’t make it there. Walked around Plaza Sg.

Went to MacD and aft finishing the ice-cream(I will pay back, don’t worry)

Walked out and saw cute little earpieces.

Weirdly, we walked one round and came bck to Mac. It was so funny .

Than got out of the building and on the Mrt.

Lols, you were crazy, hugging part. Head wriggling tactics. :O

And then went home I guess.

Thursday was a boring day.

Ohmy, and im currently reading this book called ‘My Story’

By Dave Pelzer. Bought this book during the june holidays

But only started reading this a few days ago.

Its very inspiring & best of all, occupies my time (:

And making myself more flexible this few days.

Yays.

Went to Japanese buffet with family on Friday.(Selamat Hari Raya)

One person about $30.90 haven’t include GST & service charges.

Wow, took a lot of sashimi. Coz it was so fresh.

And took a lot of sweet desserts. Had so many types of Tiramisu.

Than went to bugis there and saw a person using the iphone 4.

Like finally, people in Singapore are using it.

And back home.

Saturday, had a long long dream. Unfortunately, I forgot the story.

Went out to Fox to see if got sweater can buy.

But don’t have the type I like, so didn’t buy.

Aft tht went to people’s park centre there to buy

More winter stuff (:

Than I saw a shop selling dance shoes, Wow.

Like finally, there’s somewhere that can find.

Great, than went to buy mua ji & 3 herbal eggs.

Haha, so chewy. Mmmm

And back home. Using com a lot.

And watched Scooby doo 2, very funny. Plus Scooby doo very cute.

Than reading book, and watching tv.

And slept. Zzzzzzz.

2ne1 is so cool.

Like new hairstyles new songs . they got style.

So jealous. Park bom so pretty & Dara.

Awwh, I like red hair! Sheesh.

Lalalala, I realized im not that sad anymore.

Maybe it’s the book or maybe its just me

I think I just couldn’t be bothered bout things.

Like, there’s no time for unhappiness.

Coz life’s too short for those unnecessary stuff.

But sometimes if it cannot be helped, than I think its okay.

So I’ll just let it be .

In about two months time, everybody’s gonna split up.

Sighs, so sad huh.

So now must cherish the time we have left.

Im cool.

Its been a long time since anything’s been posted coz I think my com
Or account got prob than cannot post.

A big flame can be very powerful and strong,
But once water is poured over it, its gone.
On the bright side, the wind is fire’s ally. It strengthens the power.
So moral of story, everything has advantages & disadvantages.
Haha so random.

Posting about Friday (campfire night)
OMG, like it turned out better than I thought.
Thanks to Glenna, Weien, Shahirah & friends,
I was quite high there. Love music & dancing.
Mrt home with froggie, noel & yamin
And walked home with noel.

Posting about Sunday
Went out with family to Bugis , Iluma
Ate at Empire state hamburgers , if im not wrong.
Hahas, ate half of roasted chicken, a bit of spaghetti & pizza.
Im not a pig.
Dad paid about $80++
Aft tht went to buy winter stuffs.
Coz going to Korea this holiday .
Bought a black down jacket. Those thick thick one.
And gloves. Hahas.

Finally, posting about 6 September 2010.
Met froggie at JE mrt at 10am.
Went to jp to walkwalk & meet CX.
Walked to school for Solidworks consultation.
Hahas, for once, I had fun for solidworks.
Aft that went to JP to change and off to vivo city with froggie.
LOL. Self-entertainment 2.
Realise that we go to vivo city very often.
Okays bought tickets for ‘The hole’.
Than went to KFC.
After eating rushed back to GV .

Omg, like I didn’t know this show was a thriller/horror movie.
Was like scaredded. The clown so ugly :S
The sound effects were scary. Which was good for a horror movie.
Overall, quite nice. But step up 3 nicer. HEEHEE!
After tht , went to Iluma walkwalk see see.
Froggie says he wanna buy an odm watch.
The designs are very cute and creative.
Than walked around bugis area & went home.
A happy day indeed.

Happy first month.
Into love letters now huh 
I am romantic , haha.

Its possible to seal a heart back,

but no matter what, there will still be a scar left.

Im not saying im suffering a heartbreak now.

just posting .

Firstly, i seriously need patching up time with cx.

but good thing still got jiayuan they all to look after, Phew.

Next, i feel that sometimes im so bad.

but when i think again, im actually doing the right thing.

(don't worry, its not to you froggie)

I used to love you deeply,

you loved me, but neglected me alot.

you took me for granted, and didn't think about the consequences.

i just waited and waited and waited.

the feeling slowly slipped by .

and Finally, fate tore us apart.

I felt relieved that god set me free without stressing me to make decisions.

but now, you regret everything.

you want me to give you a second chance.

you said that you think of me everyday even though we're split up.

you said you regretted mistreating me and not taking care of me.

you even sweared upon your life not to break my heart again.

But sometimes, we have to learn to let go.

i don't wanna hurt you, but i guess you can't help being hurt by me.

sorry to say but, its all too late now.

you said you'll keep waiting until i'll accept you again.

I guess everbody has to learn to let go.

as people come and go.

but im happy with froggie now.

All the best to you.

HAHA. His face looks epic . HAHAHAHA.

OhMy, froggie's leg.

Posting for yesterday. Coz yesterday too tired. Slept at 8 plus.

Teacher's day, organised part of it. many ppl might not

appreciate it, but at least i know tht i do and can say it was a

success. (loved the performance) Okayh,

This was a good experience too, Next, can move on to

Grad Night. HEES. Awesome. Hope i won't be too stressed up.

Had phototaking for leaders. No fun shot for SC coz of mass number :O

Had froggie waiting for me.

Than went to JP to change.

stupid froggie entertaining himself.

playing hiding behind the pillar when actually i can see his shadow

so i don't even have to move to know where was he -.-

went off to vivo city to buy tickets for step up 3(YAY)

went off to siloso beach

hahas. turned out fun.

anyw,saw the 2pm chest & body . (HAHA)

froggie tricked me.pulled me inside the water.

so swimmed and played. he was spitting saliva inside the water.(EEW)

than layed on the sand for suntan o.o .

okay lah, tanner a bit. face redred now.

washed up and went back to vivocity.

Lols. saw minaung & caroline.

his face so stern , wonder how caroline survive :O

bought nachos & coke. he bought calbee seaweed.

and off to step up 3 :D

AWESOME. rating it 100 out of 5 . heehee.

its so inspirational!

I SHALL NOT PON CHINESE DANCE ANYMORE!

finally, a movie that made me feel its worth my $7.50.

other movies like waste my money one. x.x

I LOVE STEP UP! ALL OF THEM.

so hot & make me wanna dance even more.

loved the choreography & effects.

loved the dancers & actors+actresses.

loved the storyline & music.

DON'T MISS IT! Its worth the time & money.

the best movie i've watched this year i guess.

I WANNA DANCE.

quite touching too.

aft the movie, walked around and hopped on the mrt.

felt quite dead then. wanna sleep.

than we needed to squeeze inside the mrt. that woke me up.

than played Pepsi cola 123,

and almost fell with froggie. OMG SO PS.

anyw, it was a great day.

loved it babe.

P/S: Next date, swimming . LOL.

PP/S: I don't intentionally hurt ppl ,sorry, my bad.

♥Hayley Williams & Avril Lavigne.

Awwh, love them ttm.

they're my inspirations once again :D Hees.

i love hayley williams.(from Paramore)

Because, she keeps everything simple.

During concerts or performances, she wears simple stuff.

Very casual, very cool.

During big events like the grammy awards ,

She dresses so elegantly and

I ♥ HER RED HAIR!

Plus, i love the way she sings(voice) and the way she rocks the stage.

the songs she writes make sense , can even be used for lit lessons.

Well, mainly, i love her personality, style and hair be it

Yellow, Orange or Red.

For Avril Lavigne,

I've been loving her since Primary 3 i think.

AWWH. She's my childhood star.

Dunno why, just love her music and the way she sings(voice)

Her hair's nice too, but i prefer Hayley's :P

Love her harsh lyrics in songs :D

they make sense too !

heehees,i wanna be like them.

not say in singer format,

in character wise. they're both very inspirational.

depends on wad angle you look at them.

RED HAIR!

Okayh, OMG.

Like, today so busy so tiring.

Went to school early with froggie :D

thn in class studystudy, cannot find eng ws,

than stand for about half of the lesson.

left conversational malay lesson early :), but went for

the teacher's day rehearsal again, to plan stuff.

HAIZ, tmr need to come school at 6.45am ..

to check on the backdrop for teacher's day. OhMy.

Skipped Chinese Dance again. HAIZ.

Missed four lessons le leh D: So sad..

Missing out on so many things in CD, BOOOOOO!

Anyw, tmr going beach & movie with froggie.

Hope its a happy day ahead!

Kay, off to wrapping presents for teachers.

Happy Teacher's Day in advance :D

Happiness can be so close, but so far away.....

just like this girl, it could be just a few footsteps away,

but because of a wall , happiness is just too hard to reach.

But faith tells us to keep holding on.

Despite losing countless of times,

despite the struggles i've been facing,

despite all the pain & torture,

despite the unfairness of this world,

I've still gotta be strong and just keep pushing on.

Because everything is a battle ,

life wouldn't be called 'life' if i don't lose anything.

Thanks to Miley Cyrus', The Climb,

I've been motivated to keep the faith and believe.

Many ppl might hate her for some reasons,

but i think she's not ALL that bad,

she's quite inspiring to me.

No matter how harsh people comment on her,

i'll still believe she's one of my Inspirations.

Hope that everybody can find they're own inspiration,

and keep pushing on.

Last week was a rough week.

Conflicts.

Fever and flu.

Common tests.

Feeling grumpy all day.

Exhaust.

SHOO. None of those should exist!

Sometimes this world could be so unfair.

Getting scolded when its not my fault. Wtf.

Anyw, i pray that all my results would pass and

if possible, get good grades. But i shall not be greedy.

Haiz, Friday despite my stupid flu, still ran 2.4km and

some additional rounds coz of Mr Tan . Ran slower than normal.

Sigh. Went back to class with fever once again.

I'm so weak. Phycically & Mentally.

What a sore loser i am. Fuck.

All i do is crycrycry when i get hurt,

i should just slap that person and walk away right?

[Just Kidding, No offence taken]

Teacher's Day is coming,

Any presents for teachers?

thinking of who to give. haha, must see the teacher's behaviour.

LOL.

I CAN FINALLY SING AGAIN.

when my cough was more serious,

it was so hard to talk & sing. HAH. now i can.

i've been patching up with my guitar.

so now fingers a bit red and sore.

P/S: Teacher's Day Ahead.

imagining myself in a faraway place when i was hurt and escaping from all of this.

Running away................................................

Unfortunately, i snapped out of it, and came back bearing the torture.

Teardrops are amazing things.

They make me feel better when they fall out from my eyes.

a post for the broken-hearted.

My heart is scarred forever baby.

sighs.

P/S:study hard everybody, common test this wednesday.

won't be blogging for a while now.

HEYS, Yesterday's pictures , YOG swimming :D Ticket ($10 nia -.-)

On the bus !

@ Singapore Sports School :D (school looks big, but swimming pool there looks small)

See that ang moh in the middle? handsome guy :O

(don't get jealous froggie, coz you know you're cuter than that :D)

HAHA, Was on tv :O

Chunfang saw us , still say see until very clearly !

Famous overnight , aiya, but a few seconds only, plus that time i was dreaming ...

WASTED.

Picture for today, written & drawn by cx,darren, dunno who & ME.

Okay, some parts are cut-off. Lemme read it out to ya.

By CX at the Left hand side :

'Im being neglected by YOU!

What the ****!

You're no big shot!'

CHEER UP BABE!

Your moodswings very scary :S AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LALALA.

HAHAHA.

Eeeyer, pon school,

make me sick D:!!!

This pic looks familiar ...But its good here :D

loveydovey !

Its crazy right? to love someone who's hurt you.

and its crazier if someone who's hurt you, loves you too.

HAHA. Chimeology.

i know you'll miss me , i'll miss you too.

OhMyGosh, my neck hurts, like some nerve is being pulled.

since 7 plus until now ( late at night).

Because of the back thingy i did in chinese dance ..

although can do until very flexible, BUT, now end up like tht...

you say, worth or not?

Haiz, tied down to workworkworkworkworkwork.

Maths 9.1 & english chap 6 OMG. Nvr even do.

because of stupid PBL & english brochure .

HAIZ.

Anyw, had SPA today . Science Practical test.

Still okay lah,can manage :)

But ppl say very hard ._.? not trying to be act or wad but,

actually it was still okay lah heehee, dun wanna say too much.

P/S : stupid idiot. chilli at least hot & spicy = hot & sexy . i know you hate cheese. so i shall stuff all the cheese into your mouth, face and *you know what parts*.

Feelings Feelings Feelings.

Emotions Emotions Emotions.

Agony Agony Agony.

Psychology Psychology Psychology.

Oh God, why is my heart, mind and soul created this way?

is this a make up for all my sins?

Sigh.

Black/Unlucky Friday.

Its finally over .

Thank You.

Take away the pain please.

Is loving too much a bad thing?

Yes, probably.

Because you care too much,

so you get affected by it very very easily

and therefore, result in a heart break.

Loving just nice is also not good.

you would take advantage of the matter,

and might even cheat on the other party.

Loving too little?

just forget about the relationship.

waste time, break hearts, no care.

I trust you

I want you

I need your hug.

and I love you.

BOXERS FOR FROGGIE!!!!!!!

yeay, chuxuan must follow me go buy boxers for their birthdays :D

AWW-SOME idea.

wonder what size he wear worh ,cfm very Big one :X HAHAH. OMG, Im getting high !*faints*

LOLS. maybe can get those 100% cotton de very comfy , than got spongebob prints on it :O

HOTHOTHOT. hahahahahahahahahah OMG. Im crazy le.

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Day 5 ; ♥

The irony of love is that it guarantees some degree of

anger , fear and criticism.

I'll not anyhow think already,

don't get stressed up and sad kay?

as long as you really love me,

i'll be as happy as ever & not be in emo mode le :D

and of course i know you really love me lah ,

so, let's give each other happiness okay?

you're the one i wanna marry , (:

SO COOL.The starting of the song is not so nice,

But the Chorus is awesome. Like...jyeah, Cool.

WATCH AT LEAST UNTIL HALF HORH.

At first when i hear this song about 2 weeks ago, i felt that it sucked,

thn yesterday when i watched the mv, i was like :O. Awesome...

so next time when we hear songs, we must hear at least half.

Took this photo from my new book , book = diary type. i ♥ writing.

I didn't cut and paste this pic here you know, i literally took it with a camera.

The effect is like that one, not bad right? so nice :D

still got more lovelove pics, other posts than put :)

That girl's lovesick. Totally.

Thinking about the person you love can take you so far, that you might never want to come back.

heehee, do fairytales come true?

especially the famous Frog Prince?

The prince who was turned into a frog

by an evil witch and the curse could only be

broken if a princess/girlgirl kissed him.HAHA.

Well let's see if it'll really come true alrights ;)?

Day 3. <3

♥♥♥♥♥

Went to Eden school for performance yesterday, which was messy but at least done.

Aft that went to JP to change, thn stupid JUNHAO,

Bluff us his location, make us run here run there, childish & dickless.

In the end , left without him. Cx didn't go too.

Ah, thn go vivo city to watch The Last Airbender,

Its nice, but need to watch the rest of the series. Awwh.

Mood sucked. It was dreadful. managed to hold back my tears,

but couldn't take it once i reached home thinkin about hurtful stuff.

Heart Heart Heartbreak.

Firstly, don't want to lose someone precious.

Secondly, don't want a thousand pieces of heart remains.

Thirdly, afraid of getting into a fight or a fall out.

Its like a phobia or something. Due to past experiences.

Its just so...so hard......life & love is tough. its Undeniable.

At a time like this, its good to have a best girlf, CX.

she told me i shouldn't feel sad over things that would not happen to me.

and i should cheer up. that made me feel better.

but im still scared. like , how i wish i could blind myself

at the time of hurt. that i would not see things that make my heart break.

but from this, at least i know my heart is not hardened.

i hope i won't hurt others too.but i think i would ,if i myself is hurt.

Happiness is what i yearn for, as it is the most greatest thing in the universe.

make me happy, and i will too.

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