Saturday, August 7, 2010

Went to Eden school for performance yesterday, which was messy but at least done.





Aft that went to JP to change, thn stupid JUNHAO,
Bluff us his location, make us run here run there, childish & dickless.
In the end , left without him. Cx didn't go too.

Ah, thn go vivo city to watch The Last Airbender,
Its nice, but need to watch the rest of the series. Awwh.
Mood sucked. It was dreadful. managed to hold back my tears,
but couldn't take it once i reached home thinkin about hurtful stuff.
Heart Heart Heartbreak.

Firstly, don't want to lose someone precious.
Secondly, don't want a thousand pieces of heart remains.
Thirdly, afraid of getting into a fight or a fall out.
Its like a phobia or something. Due to past experiences.
Its just so...so hard......life & love is tough. its Undeniable.
At a time like this, its good to have a best girlf, CX.
she told me i shouldn't feel sad over things that would not happen to me.
and i should cheer up. that made me feel better.
but im still scared. like , how i wish i could blind myself
at the time of hurt. that i would not see things that make my heart break.
but from this, at least i know my heart is not hardened.
i hope i won't hurt others too.but i think i would ,if i myself is hurt.

Happiness is what i yearn for, as it is the most greatest thing in the universe.
make me happy, and i will too.
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