Amazing.

Wonder what would life be without people whom I care about.
I guess the people whom I care about doesnt return it. 
It's just so ... Nostalgic . 
In case you dunno the meaning of that
It means, a yearning for happiness from the past . 
Well , I'm happy to say,
I was there for friends who needed support and lent them a shoulder to cry on. 
But for me , I don't know how to take care of myself. 
I tell nobody about how I feel. Except for my diary . 
I just realized what a lonely person I am. 
I think one day I might die because of suicide. 

I know of people who just talks
But does nothing at all. 
I know of people who give things up so easily , without trying hard. 
So irritating . 

Exams round the corner , work hard . 
I can't focus. 
I'm eating lesser day by day , 
No appetite I guess . 
It feels like, your heart is so heavy
Until it reaches the stomach 
And feels like vomitting. 
That's how I feel when I eat . 
So yeah sad huh . 

Ciaociao