Yet another day in School

Wearing my NRAxUTG shirt today! Digging the pretty floral design :)

It is the time of the year where everyone is rushing their final projects, mugging all the way. Even though it is so tedious and exhausting, I have to admit, I still enjoy my course and whatever I am doing. Group work is another problem. It gets so frustrating when there are social loafers in your group. They do not understand how a certain piece of work is important to you. Like as though, all they want to do is just pass. Please, blame me for being too diligent because just pass is really not good enough. I'd rather sacrifice a few weeks of fun and slack than waste my entire life of opportunity away. Well, for all future freshies, in poly, everything is accounted for and your GPA stays with you for your entire life. So... social loafers and freeloaders please, I will cut you.

Anyway, Chinese New Year is coming! So excited! I'm pretty sure you know what I'm excited for :B. Just wanna celebrate and finish everything. Can't wait for holidays to come. Freedom once again.

Well, gotta go for NRA class soon. Will post again soon, ciao.

Yayyers,
Yun Rong

It's been a while.

Wow. It feels good to be back after like.. 3 years?
I can't help but flinge everytime i read certain posts from my archive.
Damn, i was such a little girl. Maybe in another 3-5 years time,
I'll look back at this post and think the same thing.

It's funny how everything has changed; school, age, dressing
but somehow i'm still facing the same love crisis. Wow.
Some things don't change. But i'm so glad i've made it this far.
I've never fathomed that I'll be able to make it to NP's Mass Comm
when i was taking my O's.

I'm so thankful for everything that has happened to have
got me to where i am right now. I've made a bunch of good friends here.
A semester passed by, just like that. We're gonna be splitting classes soon.
I have to admit, i dread this splitting of class phase. It's just so sad.
I came to love my classmates and this special clique: Kambings.
It's a malay word for Goats. Because goats look blur and we are blur.
Also my other group: wRong Pte Ltd.
Guess where the name was inspired from.
I've grown to love them so much.. i don't ever want to split.

I've met so many new people in school.
I went for FOC: Freshman Bonding Camp, join our school's
hip hop dance crew: NRA (New Revolving Age),
got to know more people around FMS. So many pretty and handsome
faces.. Everywhere. FMS girls are gorgeous.

But i've made this friend, we really clicked on the first day of school.
We hung out, got to know each other better and did work together.
I have to admit, i really liked his company. It was so... comfortable.
I shared my problems and stuff with him.. We could talk about anything.
We became really close and i adored our relationship.
I wanted time to pause right at that point and let us savour
the joyful moments we had together.
But at that time, i was still thinking of someone else.. It ruined everything.
And then i realized it's really time to move on, that someone ain't coming back.
When i moved on, this special friend i had was gone. Not literally but,
we became distant. Not close anymore. I screwed up.
It's so hard to get someone's trust back when you've let them down before.
I really want to tell him that i'm sorry but i have no guts to :'(
But i truly regret and i wish time can rewind.

Anyway, it's the holidays now and i'm going to start working next week.
I really enjoyed writing this post. It's been so long since i've updated.
It's so refreshing. It's like, this blog is my personal diary.

Will post soon xoxo.

Hey guys,
Uhm, I think I'm movin to tumblr but still can tag here :)
I think I'll manage both blogs.but tumblr more updated.
But tumblr easier somehow.
So tada ! www.th-loveofyourlife.tumblr.com

Yay! Giant domokun !

Haiyo!!

Haha! Mehmeh looks like a haggard :)

Went eating and bowling with yang ping and yunyan today!
Wow I owned them 2/3 matches :)
Haha, now I know, I don't suck at bowling (Y)

At the mrt at raffles place , while waiting for yunyan , 
Me and mehmeh sat on a bench , 
I was reading my book and mehmeh playing her iPhone. 
Thn when we left, I was thinking : where is my book?
Thn I said anxiously, ' yang, where's my book ??!!' 
Thn mehmeh was like faster run back 
Than I realised i kept it in my bag already .HAHAHAHA! 
Couldn't stop laughing  , should have saw her reaction !

In the mrt to cityhall. 
Yang: do you think *** still a virgin? 
Yunyan: duh! She's underaged , why would she dare to do it ? 
Yang: coz she's daring ? 
Yunyan: whatever you name it, I've done it.
Yang: did you have sex?
Yunyan: NO!
Yang: are you a virgin ?
Yunyan: NO!!!!!
Hahahahahhahahahahahah! 
After tht thn she realized she answer wrongly. 
Hilarious siah! XD

Yay, go Kbox next time :)
See ya ! 

My tumblr blog : www.th-loveofyourlife.tumblr.com
Inside nth much , but I still love it :)



I love Zac Efron. ><

Watched Charlie st cloud . It rocked. 
Very meaningful. God gave him a second chance to live. 
I totally want a big brother like him
And lover too . 
This show tells us to take a chance, to live . Fulfilling it. 
And that we've gotta let go of certain things. 
Oh gosh my heart's aching again. ;(
Very touching. 
I like the way zac keeps looking at the sky . 
It really makes me feel that the sky , where god is , gives me hope. 
It gives everyone hope. I love it. 
I love you. I really do. 

I wanna embrace God , for he loves us.
And I love God too. 
Sometimes I wish I could be in heaven. 
Being carefree and happy. 
But I know its impossible. So I'll just appreciate everything I have now. 
And love everything I have now :) 
Thank God. 

Yang ping(mehmeh) and Meee :)

Ahhh ! Cute max ! I sooo wanna bring him/her home !

Ahhh Korean horror movie! Scary like OMG. 


Went out to vivo and sentosa with mehmeh and some weird guys. 
Here's something . 
Ryan: eh 我们去pet shop 看狗
Mehmeh: 你自己已经是狗了，去那边看做么。 
Ryan:-.- ( never deny )
Hahaha, like omg cannnn! 

Aiyo watched a Korean horror show :S called Bestseller. 
Shows a woman a bit mentally wrong one. 
Her daughter died two years ago but she lied to herself, 
Like as though her daughter is alive. Thn like that lo, 
Than go to a house , happen alot of things. 
Murder . Damn violent. 
Alot of blood, and alot alot of things. Complicated. 
Must watch yourself. 
It's a mystical scary movie. In the end she become back to normal and contented. 
Overall , it's a good movie to catch :)
Scare the hell outta me . :S
Omg nowadays so many things scare me :/
Went home tired... Feet sore... 

So summary again, 
Next week: 
Playing at beach , orchard, bugis, kids amaze, pool, 
bowling , swimming and maybe far east plaza.

I've decided to stop lying to myself.
I must face reality. 
Goodbye to dreaming ;( . 
Coz maybe we were just a dream. 
Now I'm back , Awake. 
It really sucks , but hey, 
We're all young , hope time waits for us. 
I won't wish tht time could rewind, 
If not those memories might have been different.
But I hope that everything would get better. Not worse. 
I guess, I'm one-sided again. 
I guess, ive really lost you... Do you want me to let go of you?
Bye ;(  heart rot. 

It's your time to move , it's also my time too move.
We're done but it's not over, we'll start it again
After the end of the day, it keeps getting better
Don't be afraid we'll do it together. (Y)

:) helix piercing soon with renaaaa er xin rui :)

Went to cx house yesterday to watch forbidden kingdom , again. 
Together at cx house with Geokhong, weien, lihui, sihan and annchee :) 
Weien so nice to bully. 


Bought stickies from central, went shopping at bugis, beach at sentosa
With geokhonggg. 
Yeah,  Dunno why my leg contrast much. 





At toys r us than we dress up , 
Halloweeeeeeen! 
Omg got a ugly guy scare the hell outta me :S 
Look forward to more outings :) 
Going out with primary school friends on Monday !
Woah very long time never hang out le. 
Gonna roam around Singapore until late late than reach home ;) 
Next Saturday maybe out with Diana , 
Omg I'm gonna spend alot :$
Next week gonna play pool, bowling and kids amaze. Woohoo. 
Plus more shopping :D excited. 

Oh gosh I almost forgot... 
Chinese dance gonna resume. Intensive practices! For next year's SYF. 
Well exams are over, not everything gets better . 

Hmph, which Boyf is cruel enough to abandon his girlf 
On a date he already promised , 
To go out with another girl? 
I bet tht guy doesn't feel guilty at all . 
How effing can that be . 
Oh well, what the hell can I do? 
Pull off his dick :@? No way. Eeew. 

I hate the way you lie . 
Dunno how to trust you already. 

Alrighty, I'll just wait and see :)
Meanwhile, it's been a few months since I hanged out with girlfs , 
So time to hang out ;)

It's a pity I have the time to hang out with him but he doesn't even wanna talk to me yeah? 
So I'll just accept the fact that, I'm a sucker for love. 
My love life is tragic. I'm the one who always loses. Gotta get used to it... 
So thanks girls, for being by my side during these suckish days. 
Love you all. Alot , all of you are my saviors . Thanks :)

See ya soon :)

Although quite unglam, I still like it , my hair looks blonde ^^

Nothing can be compared to the love of your bestfriends... ;)
Awwww . 

Although I know I've sorta lost you , life still goes on right :)? 
If you can find happiness which does not include me, 
I have no choice but to do the same . 
At least good memories were created. 

Going out tmr  , and wish me luck for maths paper 2 . 

Haiz . Where oh where did our love go to. 
Oh where oh where oh where ...
Breaking promises has already been part of this stupid society. 
Unfaithfulness has taken it's toll. 

Well, I'm happy to say
No matter what he does, I'll still love him .
Sounds so one-sided can...

Actually 10 is an unlucky number .
Hear from the fengshui people. O.O
So if 10/10/10 , it should be unlucky day .
Must get ready in case something happens !

I can feel your heartbeat, running through me .
Dangsineul saranghae.
Bo go shipta...

Oh dear! Taemin looks so damn cute in 'hello' OMG.
It's been a while since I've idolized someone .
So go go go Taemin!

I think something flew pass , and i looked down than just nice snapped the picture. 
Cool huh. 

I've been thinking through. 
Thinking hard and using my brain juices. 
I should be a happy girl. 
I'm so lucky. Lucky that I'm still young .
Lucky that I have a happy family. 
Lucky that I have friends around me. 
Lucky that Singapore is not a dangerous country to be in . 
Lucky that I have good food to eat every single day. 
Lucky to have water and electricity. 

And lucky that I have God . 
The one who let me , 
Live laugh and Love. 

Maybe I should be contented with life. 
I shouldnt get sad over some little thing that he does. 
Because selfishness is what inspires love :)
So , I've decided to only love . Not to hate . 
And not to be so small air . 
I should forgive and forget. Maybe not entirely forget . But forgive. 

I should look at people in their best light
Not in their worse. 
So! Let's all be happy together!
I believe in self motivation
since nobody is better than consoling me other than myself ._.

Let's live life fully and happily. 
Because! Life is too short to be sad . 
our youth will run out one day. 
And we'll be aunties and uncles and eventually ah ma's and ah pei's. 
So before we start gettin old
We should be more active. 
So yay. Let's be forever young . 
Cherish the time before it's all gone.

Remember to study hard too. 
Cannot play all the time. 
So I shall cherish my loved ones and not hold any more grudges . Unless got valid valid valid reason. 
Yeepees. So baby, don't let me go Kay? 
Muacks. 

Hahahahaha, I tell you , dad gonna sign up for cable tv than gonna have 30% discount in all our phones de subscription ! 
That means we can change to more expensive phones . and every year can change! 
Heeheeheehee. So I must do well in eoy ! 
Than everything is MINE! I tell you , MINE! 

P/S: I love God. He always embraces me with warmth and confidence :) 
Think about it
Be about it, don't be afraid to speak about it
Don't cry about it, even though they lie about it
Set a fire , inspire don't turn it up to cheat about it

Can't change the world overnight
But we can start by saving a life
One at a time
So let's make history
And help out those in need
One at a time
We can change a life.

Looks plain right ? But it's the best place to chill . ( for me )
Memories we shared were extraordinary. 
But maybe to him , it's just a normal day out. 
But still , I cherish it. Haiz 

Nightmare has begun !
Firstly due to one whole stretch of exams. ;(
Secondly due to nostalgia. 
Mathsmathsmathsmathsmathsmaths!

I hate how much I love him. 
I really hate it. Sighs. 
It's like I'm glass. I'm so transparent. 
God, make me opaque!

It's hard to let someone go, 
But it's harder to hold on to someone who doesn't feel the same .
Agree? 

I've tried. I've tried my best to turn it all around. 
But my efforts gone down the drain . 
I realize that girls put in alot of their heart and soul into a relationship . 
Not only me, millions of girls . 
But I dunno about guys. :S

He's changed. I've changed. 
Everybody's changed . 
How I wish everything would get better and better . 

You want freedom ? 
I'll let you have it.
Just don't forget me. 

If friendship is really more important than relationship, 
Why don't everybody be friends. 
Than everybody is important. 
Now I think again , 
Friendship vs relationship. 
Everybody started off as friends wad
Than if get into a relationship
Would mean dropping by one rank. 
Stupid right. 
So the friendship or relationship thingy= Bullshit. 

Good luck everybody. 

Dreamt that I was running away from something . 
Dunno what thing but I was running with another girl. 
Never met her before. Mysterious right . Never see her face clearly
Felt like James bond that kind. Than run across the highway ... 
And then we saw a basement , on top write 42km. Thn went in. 
It was a carpark . I nvr been there before . The highway also nvr. 
Saw a group of gangsta dancers , somewhat like from step up 3 those kind. 
Thn walked another direction
To a toilet which had many ppl. 
That part was damn weird . Gt alot of 2c students . 
Shall not say the names out . But got about 6 to 8 people. They going swimming O.O
Still continuing the dream, I went home angry and jealous that I can't join them. 
Than talked on an Xperia x10 (phone) and I remember holding it . So nice !
I want that phone! Sadly it was just a dream. 
than alarm clock ring than wake up Liao -.-
Cool right . I love long adventurous dreams . 

Today got back maths test results . Happy happy.
I'm sooo gonna boast. I got 22/25
Baoxin got full marks even better ah . 

Happy 2nd month in advance

Hmms screw you . 
So immature . Always go back on your words. Eff you lah. HMPH. 
Said things about people in the end you are the one doing the same thing .
Maybe even worse . I effing hate that .
Can you stop it ? Like please ?

Karma. Like what miss gan said.
You do good things and good things will happen to you.
You do bad things and bad things will happen to you .
Moral of the story, if you wan good things to happen to you,
Treat people better and do good things to make people happy .

Lucky got friends around me. To make me LOL.
If not I'd die of boredom and heartache man!

Yummy, 
I'm so gonna buy more sticky sweets/rock candy ;) 
Can personalize leh. 
So after exam gonna go 
Central buy one whole jar . Willing to spend the money . 

Exams exams. 
Scary exams. 
Hmmm, hope can improve in 
Eng , maths , science ,Chinese , lit, hist,
Dnt and art, practically all ._.
But especially maths ! 
But really hope it will end fast
Than we'll be able to relax and hang out after that . 

Craving for sweet stuff now. 
Geegee , sweet tooth season. 

I wanna go camp . 
Especially orientation camps. 
So fun, ah!! Excited . Which councillor isn't :) 
And dance camp. Wooo. 
Campcampcamp rock. 
Demi rocks too, so random. 

Love ya!     

So cute , I love cats . 

Today mom came to school 
Talk to mrs gan. 
Coz of a simple reason , failing maths.
But you guys may think it's mrs gan call her de
But actually it's the other way round . 
My mom (currypuff head) wanted 
To know why I failed maths. 
But surprisingly mrs gan never say
Bad things about me leh. Shocked :O
And even helped me speak up . Wow. 
Now I know that mrs gan is not a monster. 
Actually quite loving . Hehe. 

Anyway, assb performed .
Lower sec still can lah. Not that ugly
Thn I think my *** color on stage very obvious ?? Wth O.O
But can dance can le la . 
I looked evil with the eyeliner . 
Eeek Thn upper sec de performance sucked
The ppl start Thn restart the  music
How expect us to go back into curtains?
Feel like slappin their faces . 
Thn very messy . Boo
Lucky it's not lower sec . Phew !

Alright. Studying hard for maths rest tmr! 
And Chinese exam on Friday . 
Best of luck to me :)

Cute right , hope can get A for maths too !
Oops I think I was too emo the past few days :/
Now watching F1 night race , just realized felippe massa is short 
And those drivers are not very handsome :X 
Only Lewis Hamilton I guess. 

How I wish I was still a little girl 
So naive and unaware about the outside world. 
So carefree and enjoying childhood. 
Without so much complications 
And begging my mom to buy toys for me, blowing bubbles in parks. 
Riding bicycles with four wheels .  
Awwww

OH YA. Must work hard le , 
Gambateh! Hope I spell correctly. 

Wonder what would life be without people whom I care about.
I guess the people whom I care about doesnt return it. 
It's just so ... Nostalgic . 
In case you dunno the meaning of that
It means, a yearning for happiness from the past . 
Well , I'm happy to say,
I was there for friends who needed support and lent them a shoulder to cry on. 
But for me , I don't know how to take care of myself. 
I tell nobody about how I feel. Except for my diary . 
I just realized what a lonely person I am. 
I think one day I might die because of suicide. 

I know of people who just talks
But does nothing at all. 
I know of people who give things up so easily , without trying hard. 
So irritating . 

Exams round the corner , work hard . 
I can't focus. 
I'm eating lesser day by day , 
No appetite I guess . 
It feels like, your heart is so heavy
Until it reaches the stomach 
And feels like vomitting. 
That's how I feel when I eat . 
So yeah sad huh . 

Ciaociao

Had meeting today . Saw baoxin ;)
Discussed bout sec 1 orientation camp. 
Woo , I love camps. Sian I'm food i/c -.-
Haha , talkin with them so damn funny, HILARIOUS! 
At least got cheer up solution . Not so gloomy and boring . 

Well , I've compiled some lyrics from various songs . 
They're awesome . They made me tear!

Well it's good to hear your voice 
I hope you're doing fine
And if you ever wonder 
I'm lonely here tonight 
Lost there in this moment 
And times keep slipping by
And if I could have just one wish 
I'd have you by my side
Oooh oh I miss you. 

Some days I feel broke inside
But I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide
Cause it's you I miss
You know it's hard to say goodbye 
When it comes to this . 

Your mind is somewhere far away
And I don't know how to get there 
You make me wanna pull my hair out
Like you dont even care. 
You , me , we're face to face 
But we don't see eye to eye

Like fire and rain
You can drive me insane
But I can't stay mad at you for anything . 
We're Venus and mars 
We're different stars 
You're the harmony to every song I sing 
And I wouldn't change a thing. 

And though you break my heart
You're still the only one
And though there are times 
When I hate you cause I can't erase
The times that you hurt me 
And put tears on my face
And even now , while I hate you
It pains me to say
I know I'll be there at the end of the day. 

I love you more than I did before 
And if today I dont see your face 
Nothings changed , no one can take your place . 
It gets harder everyday 
Say you love me more than you did before 
And I'm sorry it's this way . 
If you asked me . I will stay . 

Well I try to live without you
The tears fall from my eyes
I'm lost and I feel empty
God im torn apart inside
I look up at the stars
Hoping you're doing the same 
Somehow I feel closer . 

I don't wanna be without you babe
I don't wanna broken heart
Don't wanna take a breath without you babe
I don't wanna play that part
I don't wanna play the broken hearted girl
No broken hearted girl . 

Tada! 
Thank you. I'm gonna be happier now. 
I'll learn to love myself more , 
And stop hurting my amazing life. 
Before it's all over . 
I'll laugh like nobodys business . 
I'll do crazy things that make me happy. 
I'll be the happiest girl on the universe! 
Oh Lord, I love you. Amen. 

Memories... From sec 1 to sec 2 .
Aww, thinking back , I guess I'm more matured now
More complicated things this year... Such as <3

Anyw, lazy post . No mood lah .
But I will still try to look aft my bloggie.
Love the memories.
Hope more pleasant things would happen .
So that happiness would not be just a memory .

I love beyonce, miley Cyrus, nick Jonas , Demi lovato and Christina aguilera .
Nick Jonas is cute .
Tell ya why I love them next time . Bye !