So cute , I love cats . 

Today mom came to school 
Talk to mrs gan. 
Coz of a simple reason , failing maths.
But you guys may think it's mrs gan call her de
But actually it's the other way round . 
My mom (currypuff head) wanted 
To know why I failed maths. 
But surprisingly mrs gan never say
Bad things about me leh. Shocked :O
And even helped me speak up . Wow. 
Now I know that mrs gan is not a monster. 
Actually quite loving . Hehe. 

Anyway, assb performed .
Lower sec still can lah. Not that ugly
Thn I think my *** color on stage very obvious ?? Wth O.O
But can dance can le la . 
I looked evil with the eyeliner . 
Eeek Thn upper sec de performance sucked
The ppl start Thn restart the  music
How expect us to go back into curtains?
Feel like slappin their faces . 
Thn very messy . Boo
Lucky it's not lower sec . Phew !

Alright. Studying hard for maths rest tmr! 
And Chinese exam on Friday . 
Best of luck to me :)

Cute right , hope can get A for maths too !
Oops I think I was too emo the past few days :/
Now watching F1 night race , just realized felippe massa is short 
And those drivers are not very handsome :X 
Only Lewis Hamilton I guess. 

How I wish I was still a little girl 
So naive and unaware about the outside world. 
So carefree and enjoying childhood. 
Without so much complications 
And begging my mom to buy toys for me, blowing bubbles in parks. 
Riding bicycles with four wheels .  
Awwww

OH YA. Must work hard le , 
Gambateh! Hope I spell correctly. 

Wonder what would life be without people whom I care about.
I guess the people whom I care about doesnt return it. 
It's just so ... Nostalgic . 
In case you dunno the meaning of that
It means, a yearning for happiness from the past . 
Well , I'm happy to say,
I was there for friends who needed support and lent them a shoulder to cry on. 
But for me , I don't know how to take care of myself. 
I tell nobody about how I feel. Except for my diary . 
I just realized what a lonely person I am. 
I think one day I might die because of suicide. 

I know of people who just talks
But does nothing at all. 
I know of people who give things up so easily , without trying hard. 
So irritating . 

Exams round the corner , work hard . 
I can't focus. 
I'm eating lesser day by day , 
No appetite I guess . 
It feels like, your heart is so heavy
Until it reaches the stomach 
And feels like vomitting. 
That's how I feel when I eat . 
So yeah sad huh . 

Ciaociao

Had meeting today . Saw baoxin ;)
Discussed bout sec 1 orientation camp. 
Woo , I love camps. Sian I'm food i/c -.-
Haha , talkin with them so damn funny, HILARIOUS! 
At least got cheer up solution . Not so gloomy and boring . 

Well , I've compiled some lyrics from various songs . 
They're awesome . They made me tear!

Well it's good to hear your voice 
I hope you're doing fine
And if you ever wonder 
I'm lonely here tonight 
Lost there in this moment 
And times keep slipping by
And if I could have just one wish 
I'd have you by my side
Oooh oh I miss you. 

Some days I feel broke inside
But I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide
Cause it's you I miss
You know it's hard to say goodbye 
When it comes to this . 

Your mind is somewhere far away
And I don't know how to get there 
You make me wanna pull my hair out
Like you dont even care. 
You , me , we're face to face 
But we don't see eye to eye

Like fire and rain
You can drive me insane
But I can't stay mad at you for anything . 
We're Venus and mars 
We're different stars 
You're the harmony to every song I sing 
And I wouldn't change a thing. 

And though you break my heart
You're still the only one
And though there are times 
When I hate you cause I can't erase
The times that you hurt me 
And put tears on my face
And even now , while I hate you
It pains me to say
I know I'll be there at the end of the day. 

I love you more than I did before 
And if today I dont see your face 
Nothings changed , no one can take your place . 
It gets harder everyday 
Say you love me more than you did before 
And I'm sorry it's this way . 
If you asked me . I will stay . 

Well I try to live without you
The tears fall from my eyes
I'm lost and I feel empty
God im torn apart inside
I look up at the stars
Hoping you're doing the same 
Somehow I feel closer . 

I don't wanna be without you babe
I don't wanna broken heart
Don't wanna take a breath without you babe
I don't wanna play that part
I don't wanna play the broken hearted girl
No broken hearted girl . 

Tada! 
Thank you. I'm gonna be happier now. 
I'll learn to love myself more , 
And stop hurting my amazing life. 
Before it's all over . 
I'll laugh like nobodys business . 
I'll do crazy things that make me happy. 
I'll be the happiest girl on the universe! 
Oh Lord, I love you. Amen. 

Memories... From sec 1 to sec 2 .
Aww, thinking back , I guess I'm more matured now
More complicated things this year... Such as <3

Anyw, lazy post . No mood lah .
But I will still try to look aft my bloggie.
Love the memories.
Hope more pleasant things would happen .
So that happiness would not be just a memory .

I love beyonce, miley Cyrus, nick Jonas , Demi lovato and Christina aguilera .
Nick Jonas is cute .
Tell ya why I love them next time . Bye !

Not good. Everything's screwed up, maybe not everything , most things . 
Just as life's meant to be, it's always unfair . Nothing is ever fair . Nothing. 
All fucked up and cocked up. Nothing ever goes right . 
What and where is happiness ?
Tells us that we must cherish it before it's gone for good. Suckers . 

But may God me with me . As I'm feeling down , I shall turn to you , god . I pray that everything will be where it should be , for all the corrupted ppl to be eliminated from my life , and protection from any sort of harm and people to treat me better . Thank you . Amen. 

People come and go right , wonder when corrupted ppl can be gone for good !
 And more kind hearted and friendly ppl would come :) 
Heal me . It just hurts so bad . Like as though I could commit suicide anytime . But I will not ! I will pull through and stay as strong as I can be . Keeping the faith with god . 
Cry me a river ............

Reading reading reading . 
Studying studying studying . 
Sleeping sleeping sleeping . 
Wow . Such a peaceful life . I love reading . Heehee. Dave pelzer book. 
Muacks , so inspirational. Making me feel how lucky I am to be where I am. 
Although he didn't have any girlfriends whatsoever , but it still make me feel better ;) 

Mrs gan didn't come today , yay, totally . Junhao sat at Patrick's place . 
So funny . Darren and Junhao both disturb Weixuan than she don't wanna talk to them le. 
Than they like so scared of her . Haha . Served them right . Junhao has been very hong this few days ah , lol . 
Went home early today and didn't know shahirah looking for me to go jp with her . Oops . 

Anyw , first time posting angry post . 
Hmph! Just burn to death , parasite. 

Wish cx all the best with her problems . Sends chills down my spine too :S

P/S: Don't mean to offend anybody . As long as you're not guilty ;)

Regained my passion for dancing a few days ago heehee .
It's just a whole new world to be in .
Wow. Contemporary , hip hop , street jazz . Awesome.
I wanna learn all of em . Now in CD learn modern dance .

Today , dreading to come back to school ... Miss waking up late D:
Changed timetable .no more p4p ! BOOOOOOO!
Ah! No life le... Anyw, kinda had fun in school . Despite the lack of sleep,
Bought sticky sweets afterschool :) yummy .
But eat long already , gums would start to swell. Ouch.
After Malay, watched ppl eat , coz they got sjab, thn just wait lo,
After they need to go , went to jp with Junhao and fazly,
Since Junhao's nic and my so many ppl go sjab . Only left us , the lonely ppl.
Went to Mac checkin out iPod and iPhone stuff .
Haha Junhao wanted to take bus co he lazy climb bridge . But still took mrt , yay!
Reached home and slacked all the way til now !

Haiz , everybody . Please don't so small air and moodless le leh , just Cheer up ! Omg ! Seeing ppl unhappy , I also become unhappy leh , seriously...
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hehe

Letters.

Well, writing a letter is a relatively easy way to express yourself to another person

Rather than our modern technologies such as mobile phones/msn/email.

Because, this holds more sincerity. And you can decorate however you want it to be.

Like drawing ugly pictures on it & writing with ugly handwriting . :D

I’ve found joy in these little things. Heehee.

Hmms, went out with froggie on wed,

Intended to go to alkaff bridge, but got lost.

So didn’t make it there. Walked around Plaza Sg.

Went to MacD and aft finishing the ice-cream(I will pay back, don’t worry)

Walked out and saw cute little earpieces.

Weirdly, we walked one round and came bck to Mac. It was so funny .

Than got out of the building and on the Mrt.

Lols, you were crazy, hugging part. Head wriggling tactics. :O

And then went home I guess.

Thursday was a boring day.

Ohmy, and im currently reading this book called ‘My Story’

By Dave Pelzer. Bought this book during the june holidays

But only started reading this a few days ago.

Its very inspiring & best of all, occupies my time (:

And making myself more flexible this few days.

Yays.

Went to Japanese buffet with family on Friday.(Selamat Hari Raya)

One person about $30.90 haven’t include GST & service charges.

Wow, took a lot of sashimi. Coz it was so fresh.

And took a lot of sweet desserts. Had so many types of Tiramisu.

Than went to bugis there and saw a person using the iphone 4.

Like finally, people in Singapore are using it.

And back home.

Saturday, had a long long dream. Unfortunately, I forgot the story.

Went out to Fox to see if got sweater can buy.

But don’t have the type I like, so didn’t buy.

Aft tht went to people’s park centre there to buy

More winter stuff (:

Than I saw a shop selling dance shoes, Wow.

Like finally, there’s somewhere that can find.

Great, than went to buy mua ji & 3 herbal eggs.

Haha, so chewy. Mmmm

And back home. Using com a lot.

And watched Scooby doo 2, very funny. Plus Scooby doo very cute.

Than reading book, and watching tv.

And slept. Zzzzzzz.

2ne1 is so cool.

Like new hairstyles new songs . they got style.

So jealous. Park bom so pretty & Dara.

Awwh, I like red hair! Sheesh.

Lalalala, I realized im not that sad anymore.

Maybe it’s the book or maybe its just me

I think I just couldn’t be bothered bout things.

Like, there’s no time for unhappiness.

Coz life’s too short for those unnecessary stuff.

But sometimes if it cannot be helped, than I think its okay.

So I’ll just let it be .

In about two months time, everybody’s gonna split up.

Sighs, so sad huh.

So now must cherish the time we have left.

Im cool.

Its been a long time since anything’s been posted coz I think my com
Or account got prob than cannot post.

A big flame can be very powerful and strong,
But once water is poured over it, its gone.
On the bright side, the wind is fire’s ally. It strengthens the power.
So moral of story, everything has advantages & disadvantages.
Haha so random.

Posting about Friday (campfire night)
OMG, like it turned out better than I thought.
Thanks to Glenna, Weien, Shahirah & friends,
I was quite high there. Love music & dancing.
Mrt home with froggie, noel & yamin
And walked home with noel.

Posting about Sunday
Went out with family to Bugis , Iluma
Ate at Empire state hamburgers , if im not wrong.
Hahas, ate half of roasted chicken, a bit of spaghetti & pizza.
Im not a pig.
Dad paid about $80++
Aft tht went to buy winter stuffs.
Coz going to Korea this holiday .
Bought a black down jacket. Those thick thick one.
And gloves. Hahas.

Finally, posting about 6 September 2010.
Met froggie at JE mrt at 10am.
Went to jp to walkwalk & meet CX.
Walked to school for Solidworks consultation.
Hahas, for once, I had fun for solidworks.
Aft that went to JP to change and off to vivo city with froggie.
LOL. Self-entertainment 2.
Realise that we go to vivo city very often.
Okays bought tickets for ‘The hole’.
Than went to KFC.
After eating rushed back to GV .

Omg, like I didn’t know this show was a thriller/horror movie.
Was like scaredded. The clown so ugly :S
The sound effects were scary. Which was good for a horror movie.
Overall, quite nice. But step up 3 nicer. HEEHEE!
After tht , went to Iluma walkwalk see see.
Froggie says he wanna buy an odm watch.
The designs are very cute and creative.
Than walked around bugis area & went home.
A happy day indeed.

Happy first month.
Into love letters now huh 
I am romantic , haha.

Its possible to seal a heart back,

but no matter what, there will still be a scar left.

Im not saying im suffering a heartbreak now.

just posting .

Firstly, i seriously need patching up time with cx.

but good thing still got jiayuan they all to look after, Phew.

Next, i feel that sometimes im so bad.

but when i think again, im actually doing the right thing.

(don't worry, its not to you froggie)

I used to love you deeply,

you loved me, but neglected me alot.

you took me for granted, and didn't think about the consequences.

i just waited and waited and waited.

the feeling slowly slipped by .

and Finally, fate tore us apart.

I felt relieved that god set me free without stressing me to make decisions.

but now, you regret everything.

you want me to give you a second chance.

you said that you think of me everyday even though we're split up.

you said you regretted mistreating me and not taking care of me.

you even sweared upon your life not to break my heart again.

But sometimes, we have to learn to let go.

i don't wanna hurt you, but i guess you can't help being hurt by me.

sorry to say but, its all too late now.

you said you'll keep waiting until i'll accept you again.

I guess everbody has to learn to let go.

as people come and go.

but im happy with froggie now.

All the best to you.

HAHA. His face looks epic . HAHAHAHA.

OhMy, froggie's leg.

Posting for yesterday. Coz yesterday too tired. Slept at 8 plus.

Teacher's day, organised part of it. many ppl might not

appreciate it, but at least i know tht i do and can say it was a

success. (loved the performance) Okayh,

This was a good experience too, Next, can move on to

Grad Night. HEES. Awesome. Hope i won't be too stressed up.

Had phototaking for leaders. No fun shot for SC coz of mass number :O

Had froggie waiting for me.

Than went to JP to change.

stupid froggie entertaining himself.

playing hiding behind the pillar when actually i can see his shadow

so i don't even have to move to know where was he -.-

went off to vivo city to buy tickets for step up 3(YAY)

went off to siloso beach

hahas. turned out fun.

anyw,saw the 2pm chest & body . (HAHA)

froggie tricked me.pulled me inside the water.

so swimmed and played. he was spitting saliva inside the water.(EEW)

than layed on the sand for suntan o.o .

okay lah, tanner a bit. face redred now.

washed up and went back to vivocity.

Lols. saw minaung & caroline.

his face so stern , wonder how caroline survive :O

bought nachos & coke. he bought calbee seaweed.

and off to step up 3 :D

AWESOME. rating it 100 out of 5 . heehee.

its so inspirational!

I SHALL NOT PON CHINESE DANCE ANYMORE!

finally, a movie that made me feel its worth my $7.50.

other movies like waste my money one. x.x

I LOVE STEP UP! ALL OF THEM.

so hot & make me wanna dance even more.

loved the choreography & effects.

loved the dancers & actors+actresses.

loved the storyline & music.

DON'T MISS IT! Its worth the time & money.

the best movie i've watched this year i guess.

I WANNA DANCE.

quite touching too.

aft the movie, walked around and hopped on the mrt.

felt quite dead then. wanna sleep.

than we needed to squeeze inside the mrt. that woke me up.

than played Pepsi cola 123,

and almost fell with froggie. OMG SO PS.

anyw, it was a great day.

loved it babe.

P/S: Next date, swimming . LOL.

PP/S: I don't intentionally hurt ppl ,sorry, my bad.